I seldom get a complete sleep during the week so on weekends I do sleep-over--but today is no ordinary Saturday.  I woke up early, drove down to the flower shop and went directly to the cemetery at the last resting place of my grandfather. [*SCROLL DOWN FOR ALL PHOTOS*]

Whenever Father's Day comes by, I can't help but miss my father more.  He died back home in the Philippines just a few days before I turned 15 years old--that was the saddest birthday I had.  Why is it so difficult to let go of a loved one?--living or not, I do struggle--and It seems that when I try to do it, time and time I get stuck down that lonely road again. Letting go is a difficult path to walk on.  I just want to hold them all close to my heart.

I miss you lolo and papa--Happy Father's Day!--I know somehow, you do both give me the strength to carry on.  You both remind me that I am never alone, for you both, together with God are all always with me looking down, smiling and guiding me from heaven -- the brightest amongst the stars of my life! [*Hay naku, I am feeling a heaviness in my heart as I am typing this entry--need to get some fresh air..SIGH*]